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Here we have a bunch of geeks who probably have never even laid eyes on a real woman whose last name wasn't Dotjaypeegee talking shit about me...why? Because I hated my job, I quit, and started doing my site fulltime. I hate to tell you guys, but I've been modelling for a decade...it's not as though I quit in order to work off my "fame" as a forum mod on some game site. Fame? My site had upwards of 15,000 unique visitors a day since back in 2001. I already HAD allthe fame I needed to be successful without relying on the atrophied sex drives of a bunch of forum losers. After my site started making enough for me to pay my rent and leave me some spending money I simply had no reason to remain at a job I no longer had any enthusiasm for. I don't really see how this is worth discussing...but like I said, I imagine that most of the nerdy types that chill on these forums probably can't hack the idea of a girl choosing to do her own thing over *OMG* working for a game company.
No, I won't flirt at work to get anywhere in my position. Fuck that - I doubled my salary in 2 years in IT without ever doing such a thing, and I wasn't about to start doing so at Sony. There is a HUGE difference between exposing myself in the nude on the Internet. Firstly, I don't actually have to deal with anyone hanging around and drooling on me, interrupting me when I'm trying to work and making crude comments to my face. Email I can delete. People working with me and leering I can't ignore, because I have to see them everyday. Secondly, I'm just not a flirtatious or overtly sociable person anyway...I go to work to work, not to flirt and socialize. I work on teams very well but I'm strictly professional. I don't date anyone I work with, ever, and I won't lead anyone on in the hopes of them giving me a promotion (and then expecting something from me. Thirdly, I think you guys have a really off-kilter view of what my site is about. "Porn" is a blanket term for anything explicitly sexual and its usage depends very much on the personal opinion of the viewer, much like the legal defininition of the word "obscene", which is famously always under debate. That being said, my site features pretty much just me, some softcore girl/girl stuff and a lot of softcore stuff of my actual real-life girlfriend and I. Dude, fucking my own girlfriend - something I do anyway - makes my rent. Don't you EVEN say you don't envy me that since fucking YOUR "girlfriend" just means that you have to pay her afterwards. Anyway, I don't do any male/female porn, no group sex, gangbangs, none of the hardcore stuff. I do what I find attractive, and pictures of my cervix or some random guys cock are NOT on that list, especially considering that I don't do casual at all sex anyway and haven't in years.
Those of you who are, might I say, extremely ignorantly assuming that prostitution is only a step away from what I'm doing are so offbase it's not even funny. Modelling in the nude is only very lightly associated with being a "sex industry" worker. It's true that some models (adult or otherwise) will fuck people who offer them enough money, but so will most chicks who don't even model because almost everyone has a price, both male and female.
Some other rank-and-file forum reject mentioned something about how I'm probably spending my money on fast cars and cocaine. *looks at my broken Oldsmobile* *thinks about how I quit drugs 11 years ago*. Hm. You know, I think not. Not because I can't afford to but because I'd rather spend my money on sushi, my girl and electric gadgets (<333). Fancy clothes? *looks at old Doc Martens and torn up jeans* Riiiight.
As a last comment for all you frustrated virgins and cousin-fucking no-life flamers out there who take issue with the fact that I now do full time what I've done on the side for more than a decade - I hate to tell you guys, but I'm far from talentless. I was a mid-level systems administrator for years, doing everything from building corporate networks, programming firewalls, building servers, GUI interfaces etc. and so on down the line. My resume is extensive and includes Adobe, eBay, the company formerly known as Infoseek and Openwave. I've programmed and created search engines used in the MS Knowledge Base. I took the job at SOE at half of my normal salary because I wanted to do something that I enjoyed and was willing to take a pay cut for it. Once I no longer enjoyed my job, why the fuck would I stick around? Working for myself means I get to have fun, not be managed by some incompetant assclown, set my own hours, make more money and allows me to go back to school to finish my degree. Exactly where is the harm in that? If YOU think being naked and overtly sexual is degrading, well that's your own personal opinion and has no effect on me. I find it to be liberating and I'm quite proud of the way I look on film. It's healthy to feel good about your own sexuality and to be responsible in what you do. If you think otherwise then you are one seriously repressed individual, and repression is far less healthy than harmless photographic exhibition could ever be.
You guys need to seriously shut the fuck up and get a life. I'm healthy, happy, in a serious relationship, making good money, going back to school and have ton of free time to do what I want to do, such as getting back to writing. I sleep past noon, game 12+ hours a day when there is a game out that I enjoy and don't have to worry about being tired for work. The "drawback" is that I...OMG...turn on the camcorder sometimes when me and my girl get down. HOLY SHIT EVERYTHING I AM DOING MUST BE WRONG!11!! -_-
Don't get all pissed because I like attention (as all girls do) and I actually get it, as opposed to you types who only get any attention at all when you talk enough shit to where someone finally gets annoyed enough to pay you any mind at all. You and I, we are both attention whores. The difference is that I don't have to go out of my way to try to make someone else feel bad in order to make myself feel good. /end
| I think she likes me. I’m not buying this I don’t like nerds game. She wants it! I think i'm going to ask her out friday night for some hot sex. Once she feels my 4” geek hammer she won’t ever turn back! |
12-08-2005, 04:47 PM
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