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Geleon Isking · 10-28-2002, 11:13 PM

oh and since im too much of a pussy to start a new thread (dunno where the fuck it would go) ........but for some reason I feel like i always want to hurt people, and just alot of twisted shit. Like ill see a chair , and then some family member, then be like.........wonder wat itd be like if i just beat em senseless with the chair. Of course i never do that shit, im just curious if ive just gone demented or these are normal thoughts to ppl? seriously ive been told by family members i need to get "help" (bullshit no fucking psychiatrist can help me with non existent...where was i) oh just want to know if thats normal or not? cuz ppl seriously been tellin me to like go get therapy n stuff and i think im fine, just a lil..wierd...........time for sleep! (ever since i kicked EQ to the bottom of my priority list, i actually get sleep! its so wierd wakin up before 4pm) anyways, peace

looking over this now i feel ....stupid...but alas i shall post it still, and regret it tommorow!

Tuco · 10-29-2002, 09:48 AM

Geleon, it depends on the intesity of these violent cravings, and the reason you crave them. If someone makes you angry, and you want to beat them senseless, this would be natural unless you were so inclined to hurt them that it took your entire will to restrain yourself. If it's for curiosity sake, it's probably normal. Same as you might wonder what it'd be like to just go up to A_Hot_Babe and slap her ass or something equally provoking. Or pondering what it'd be like to jump off a building etc.

It all depends on the intensity of the cravings. If you do carry unprovoked violence out, then yes, you should consider seeking help.

Searyx · 10-29-2002, 11:24 AM

I once diliberately failed all my classes for one quarter in 7th grade.

Reason? My parents were punishing me for C's, so I told them I would fail all my classes if they didn't lift the punishment. All through my life, my future has always been more important to my parents than to me

Anarchy · 10-29-2002, 12:17 PM

Oh yea I like how you used my link on your site aychamo! =)

Ecksi · 11-11-2002, 12:34 AM

"I feel like i always want to hurt people, and just alot of twisted shit."

Mistake number one, you told someone (us) how you feel. Let it be a mystery that you are violent, or have a vicious temper, so they are suprised when you finally reveal yourself and let go... Anyways, try to be as normal as possible ( dont wear black, smile as much as possible, watch sitcoms, etc ). If someone describes you as "Creepy" or "Scary" then you are failing miserably.

"and then some family member"

Potential mistake number two, killing someone you know. Random acts of violence in random locations will ensure victory on your part.

Start small, animals, pets. Anything. Work out a plan. Get used to knowing anatomy.

Remember, violence, murder, sex etc. are parts of human nature, those who embrace them are fufilled, those who shun them are living a lie.

Show them the truth Geleon, show them all the truth.

Schar · 11-11-2002, 12:52 AM

Blackdoom · 11-11-2002, 06:43 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by Ecksi
"I feel like i always want to hurt people, and just alot of twisted shit."

Mistake number one, you told someone (us) how you feel. Let it be a mystery that you are violent, or have a vicious temper, so they are suprised when you finally reveal yourself and let go... Anyways, try to be as normal as possible ( dont wear black, smile as much as possible, watch sitcoms, etc ). If someone describes you as "Creepy" or "Scary" then you are failing miserably.

"and then some family member"

Potential mistake number two, killing someone you know. Random acts of violence in random locations will ensure victory on your part.

Start small, animals, pets. Anything. Work out a plan. Get used to knowing anatomy.

Remember, violence, murder, sex etc. are parts of human nature, those who embrace them are fufilled, those who shun them are living a lie.

Show them the truth Geleon, show them all the truth.

dr. lecter?

Tortoise · 11-11-2002, 06:44 AM

Stop bumping this, I got over it.

Failing English turned out to not be such a big deal.

Del · 11-11-2002, 07:18 AM

yo what the fuck nig?

Kaylum · 11-11-2002, 08:24 AM

some what off topic; but out of curiousity does anyone know how much aspirin it would take for a suicide? or any type of over the counter pain killer and/or combo of over the counter sleeping pills?

im not being sarcastic id really like to know.

and i know 20+ of most common ones (like tylenol pm) can cause liver/kidney damage, but even thats not anywhere near enough to be fatal...

so anyway.. anybody know hard numbers? (please dont just guess)

Eomer · 11-11-2002, 09:26 AM

I don't know hard numbers, but like I said earlier, 20-30 gravol (which are over the counter) will really fuck you up, if not kill you. 10 gets you high, which is what a friend of mine was trying to do, but he took way too many.

They ended up pumping his stomach and a lot of other shit, then they had him on suicide watch, which is kind of funny. He was getting super pissed off cause they strapped him down to a bed after he slapped a nurse for some reason. Looking back, the whole thing was kind of funny, but at the time was ugly.

I could ask my mom, a pharmacist, but I think that would raise suspicion!

Actovus · 11-11-2002, 12:32 PM

Quote:

Remember, violence, murder, sex etc. are parts of human nature, those who embrace them are fufilled, those who shun them are living a lie

Where do hamburgers fit into this?

findar · 11-11-2002, 02:00 PM

i think you'd have better luck with over the counter liquid sleep aids and mixing that with alcohol. i guess if you really wanted to try you could mix over the counter depressents(tylenol pm, etc etc) w/ over the counter stimulants(diet aids, no doz, etc).... you probly wont die, but you will pray for death.

Plan9 · 11-11-2002, 02:25 PM

That over the counter stuff is NOT gonna work, trust me. Its so incredibly hard to overdose on any of it, its funny. The way it works on that kinda stuff, if you take enough to be a lethal dose, you're just gonna throw it up anyway. Trust me, you're just gonna end up feeling foolish.

[i]==Aspirin (acetylsalicylic acid)
Dosage: 20-30+ grammes (too many cause vomitting)
Time: hours to days, variable
Available: easy to get hold of (get soluble ones, & dissolve them)
Certainty: unreliable
Notes: Not recommended, fatal dose varies wildly, could cause liver
& kidney damage instead of death. OD causes strange noises in your
ears (like a video arcade) & projectile vomiting after about 10 hours.
Medical help generally effective, so stay out of hospital for a couple
of days. May cause bleeding in your stomach/upper intestines. Take
with sodium bicarbinate (eg, bicarb. of soda), which speeds up the
absorption (sp?) significantly. Take 1 or 2 antihistamine tablets.

==Paracetamol (aka acetaminopren / tylenol)
Dosage: 15+ grammes, 20+ is better
Time: 10 hours fatal damage, but 2 weeks to actually die
Available: easy to get hold of
Certainty: fairly reliable
Notes: Once 10-12 hours is up, you've had it, but you still live for
a week or two after that. Probably better to wait 15 hours just to
make sure. Horrible side effects during this time (some of which are:
acute toxic hepatitis, renal failure, cerebral oedema, intra-abdominal
bleeding, aspiration pneumonia, haemophilia). Too small dose causes
severe liver damage. Accidental deaths are very common. There are few
if any side effects before the damage becomes fatal; occasionally
vomitting and nausea.

Plan9 · 11-11-2002, 02:26 PM

btw, since I cant edit, check this out:
http://www.faqs.org/faqs/suicide_methods/

10-29-2002, 11:24 AM	#33 (permalink)
Searyx I'm still the master of Mistmoore, dammit! Join Date: Jun 2002 Location: Cincinnati, OH Posts: 2,072 +1 Internets	I once diliberately failed all my classes for one quarter in 7th grade. Reason? My parents were punishing me for C's, so I told them I would fail all my classes if they didn't lift the punishment. All through my life, my future has always been more important to my parents than to me __________________ "“Education is the kindling of a flame, not the filling of a vessel.” --Socrates--

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findar Registered User Join Date: Aug 2002 Posts: 3,301 -3 Internets	i think you'd have better luck with over the counter liquid sleep aids and mixing that with alcohol. i guess if you really wanted to try you could mix over the counter depressents(tylenol pm, etc etc) w/ over the counter stimulants(diet aids, no doz, etc).... you probly wont die, but you will pray for death. __________________ -its clobbering time

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10-28-2002, 11:13 PM	#31 (permalink)
Geleon Isking Jeemy to Sampei, GRATS SAMPEI! Join Date: Sep 2002 Posts: 70 -1 Internets	oh and since im too much of a pussy to start a new thread (dunno where the fuck it would go) ........but for some reason I feel like i always want to hurt people, and just alot of twisted shit. Like ill see a chair , and then some family member, then be like.........wonder wat itd be like if i just beat em senseless with the chair. Of course i never do that shit, im just curious if ive just gone demented or these are normal thoughts to ppl? seriously ive been told by family members i need to get "help" (bullshit no fucking psychiatrist can help me with non existent...where was i) oh just want to know if thats normal or not? cuz ppl seriously been tellin me to like go get therapy n stuff and i think im fine, just a lil..wierd...........time for sleep! (ever since i kicked EQ to the bottom of my priority list, i actually get sleep! its so wierd wakin up before 4pm) anyways, peace looking over this now i feel ....stupid...but alas i shall post it still, and regret it tommorow!

10-29-2002, 09:48 AM	#32 (permalink)
Tuco Forum Janitor Join Date: May 2002 Location: Detroit Posts: 8,270 +16 Internets	Geleon, it depends on the intesity of these violent cravings, and the reason you crave them. If someone makes you angry, and you want to beat them senseless, this would be natural unless you were so inclined to hurt them that it took your entire will to restrain yourself. If it's for curiosity sake, it's probably normal. Same as you might wonder what it'd be like to just go up to A_Hot_Babe and slap her ass or something equally provoking. Or pondering what it'd be like to jump off a building etc. It all depends on the intensity of the cravings. If you do carry unprovoked violence out, then yes, you should consider seeking help.

10-29-2002, 12:17 PM	#34 (permalink)
Anarchy Pirate Join Date: Aug 2002 Location: MA Posts: 552 -1 Internets	Oh yea I like how you used my link on your site aychamo! =)

11-11-2002, 12:34 AM	#35 (permalink)
Ecksi Banned Join Date: May 2002 Posts: 63 +0 Internets	"I feel like i always want to hurt people, and just alot of twisted shit." Mistake number one, you told someone (us) how you feel. Let it be a mystery that you are violent, or have a vicious temper, so they are suprised when you finally reveal yourself and let go... Anyways, try to be as normal as possible ( dont wear black, smile as much as possible, watch sitcoms, etc ). If someone describes you as "Creepy" or "Scary" then you are failing miserably. "and then some family member" Potential mistake number two, killing someone you know. Random acts of violence in random locations will ensure victory on your part. Start small, animals, pets. Anything. Work out a plan. Get used to knowing anatomy. Remember, violence, murder, sex etc. are parts of human nature, those who embrace them are fufilled, those who shun them are living a lie. Show them the truth Geleon, show them all the truth.

11-11-2002, 07:18 AM	#39 (permalink)
Del Funkee Homosapien Join Date: May 2002 Posts: 404	yo what the fuck nig?

11-11-2002, 08:24 AM	#40 (permalink)
Kaylum <>X<> Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: FL Posts: 193 -1 Internets	some what off topic; but out of curiousity does anyone know how much aspirin it would take for a suicide? or any type of over the counter pain killer and/or combo of over the counter sleeping pills? im not being sarcastic id really like to know. and i know 20+ of most common ones (like tylenol pm) can cause liver/kidney damage, but even thats not anywhere near enough to be fatal... so anyway.. anybody know hard numbers? (please dont just guess)

11-11-2002, 09:26 AM	#41 (permalink)
Eomer You mean I can change this? Neat! Join Date: Feb 2002 Posts: 9,803 +29 Internets	I don't know hard numbers, but like I said earlier, 20-30 gravol (which are over the counter) will really fuck you up, if not kill you. 10 gets you high, which is what a friend of mine was trying to do, but he took way too many. They ended up pumping his stomach and a lot of other shit, then they had him on suicide watch, which is kind of funny. He was getting super pissed off cause they strapped him down to a bed after he slapped a nurse for some reason. Looking back, the whole thing was kind of funny, but at the time was ugly. I could ask my mom, a pharmacist, but I think that would raise suspicion!

11-11-2002, 02:25 PM	#44 (permalink)
Plan9 Registered User Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: Seattle Posts: 263 -1 Internets	That over the counter stuff is NOT gonna work, trust me. Its so incredibly hard to overdose on any of it, its funny. The way it works on that kinda stuff, if you take enough to be a lethal dose, you're just gonna throw it up anyway. Trust me, you're just gonna end up feeling foolish. [i]==Aspirin (acetylsalicylic acid) Dosage: 20-30+ grammes (too many cause vomitting) Time: hours to days, variable Available: easy to get hold of (get soluble ones, & dissolve them) Certainty: unreliable Notes: Not recommended, fatal dose varies wildly, could cause liver & kidney damage instead of death. OD causes strange noises in your ears (like a video arcade) & projectile vomiting after about 10 hours. Medical help generally effective, so stay out of hospital for a couple of days. May cause bleeding in your stomach/upper intestines. Take with sodium bicarbinate (eg, bicarb. of soda), which speeds up the absorption (sp?) significantly. Take 1 or 2 antihistamine tablets. ==Paracetamol (aka acetaminopren / tylenol) Dosage: 15+ grammes, 20+ is better Time: 10 hours fatal damage, but 2 weeks to actually die Available: easy to get hold of Certainty: fairly reliable Notes: Once 10-12 hours is up, you've had it, but you still live for a week or two after that. Probably better to wait 15 hours just to make sure. Horrible side effects during this time (some of which are: acute toxic hepatitis, renal failure, cerebral oedema, intra-abdominal bleeding, aspiration pneumonia, haemophilia). Too small dose causes severe liver damage. Accidental deaths are very common. There are few if any side effects before the damage becomes fatal; occasionally vomitting and nausea.

11-11-2002, 02:26 PM	#45 (permalink)
Plan9 Registered User Join Date: Apr 2002 Location: Seattle Posts: 263 -1 Internets	btw, since I cant edit, check this out: http://www.faqs.org/faqs/suicide_methods/